Wednesday, August 31, 2005

darren up-late

okay... i just want to update the fans(joke) of my website. hehehe. anyway, i am really sorry for not updating much this month. i've been so busy reading books, talking in the phone... and of course, friendster. hehehe. but anyway, i am still into this site. so i'll be updatin' with more news about me this september. i'm sure this will be the start of a new adventure in my life. goodluck to me. hehehe. i am so excited to go to school. so lets do the funk, lets do the first day funk. hehehe. sounds familiar. parokya ni edgar's song...

Friday, August 26, 2005

seven

hey... i can't blog anything here so i just took a survey in janyn's blog. actually, i stole it. hehehe. peace!!! so here it goes...

7 things that scare you:
1.death of my loved ones
2. heights
3. insects/bugs
4. fights (i hate quarrels and wars)
5. people not trusting me or rather, being angry at me
6. the imagination of ghosts although i love watching horror movies
7. the thought of earth destruction

7 things that you like most:
1. watching reality shows
2. reading interesting books
3. listening to music especially alternatives
4. hanging out with friends & family
5. telephone and mobile
6. computer
7. food

7 important things in your room:
1. tv
2. my personal things
3. my bed and my loving pillow
4. dvd
5. wallet
6. computer
7. my mobile

7 random facts about you:
1. i am a down-to-earth and friendly type of person
2. i cry when the event is so dramatic
3. i love listrening and doing computer stuffs
4. i love music
5. i would love to join the amazing race and any talent search in philippines... if given a chance... american idol
6.i love watching reality shows. please don't disturb if i'm watching such shows!!!
7. i'm not athletic

7 things you plan to do before you die:
1. reach my goals
2. have a family of my own
3. make my parents proud of me
4. have my own bookstore
5. travel the world
6. be a star
7. be very close to God

7 things you can do:
1. i can study while watching tv
2. i can sing & dance, not much
3. i can stay in the phone for a very long time
4. i can imitate kris aquino's laugh
5. i can do my own webbie
6. i can???
7. ???

7 things you can't do:
1. i can't swim
2. i can't go to bed without facing my computer
3. i don't play sports. sometimes...
4. i can't be late in school
5. i can't stand it when it's hot
6. ?
7. ?

7 things that attract you to the opposite sex:
1. eyes
2. good personality
3. hair
4. smile
5. sense of humor
6. trustworthy and honest
7. the way they dress up

7 celeb crushes:
1. angelika dela cruz
2. heart evangelista
3. bea alonzo
4. anne curtis
5. sarah geronimo
6. maja salvador
7. joey ignacio

Thursday, August 25, 2005

da vinci code

a very engmatic book by dan brown. i read this book for five days. it is really interesting. a must read book.

school will start on september 3. i'm so excited!!!

Monday, August 22, 2005

tears begin to fall

life is so complicated and it will always be. i believe in every move we make, there will be a positive and negative effect. sometimes, it's too hard to understand the meaning of life but once you get to know the meaning of your journey, there will always be a misunderstanding, which will lead us to another road. sometimes, we think that people around us are our friends. yet, some still misjudge you or rather, believe in their own instincts. as for me, i'll always stand by my word and before people will take away my dignity, they will have to kill me first! but even though i'm dead, people who tries to ruin my dignity will never get what they want for i know what i know and i believe what i believe. this time, we don't know who to trust and we don't know who is true to us. sometimes, no matter how true we are to everyone, they still believe that we are their enemy rather, we give a person our trust but you'll never know what's happening behind you. promises are always meant to be broken by people who don't have any values in their lives. only 1 out of 5 people can keep their word and the other 4 will still be hiding secrets from you. life has two forces. forces of angels and forces of devils or rather, forces of the good and forces of the bad.

forces of the good are those who never pretend to be another person. these type of people will never hide in their masks. i know and i believe that each person has their own mask and it is their decision if they would want to use it. the good forces are those who will always listen and analyze first before they make their move.

the forces of the bad are those who never give importance to everything we give them. they are those person who believe in the actions and movements of a large crowd. this means that these people don't have their own decision in life. all they do is to fit into the crowd and do whatever they do. they are the people who act like they can do everything on their own.

i am lost and i still don't know who to believe. there are different kinds of wind that runs in my head and i don't know what wind to take to go on the flow. this time i want to make the best decision for i know i was wrong before. i was wrong before and again, i'm wrong. i'm just a person who makes mistake. take a look at me! look straight into my eyes! it's still me! punch me, i bleed! i'm a person too who can feel things around me. i'm like other person who gets hurt too. i have a heart. my blood flows through my veins. once again.... i want to say "I'M SORRY"... straight from my heart. i want to bring back those happy days. but how could i bring it back without the help of the person who was there for me. but i still know each person has his/her own decison in life and i would gladly accept the decision that each and every person would take.

some person would promise you something but will break his/her words. how could you trust a person who will not give his/her trust to you. how would you know that a person is surely your friend. why is it that i give my full trust to a person who doesn't even deserve it. what the heck is wrong with me. i wish i could overcome this experience.

i still believe that in every problem we face, there is a solution. and it's our own way to find it our. but this is what i want everybody to remember... the biggest solution that we'll ever find is to start the solution from our HEARTS... :) ....

this has been my longest blog stating all the things i feel inside my heart. as of now... i'm still okay... i don't know what will happen tomorrow.

Wednesday, August 17, 2005

opportunity???

the grandest news is that friendster is back... YAHOO!!! remeber the time when i posted that friendster was blocked by ETISALAT? not..... it's absolutely working now... i'm so happy. i really miss my testimonials... nyahahaha... especially my friends. hehehe...

oh well!!! until now, there is no news about school... i don't want to stop for one year... nor i want to transfer... but if i that's the only choice for not stopping, then i should take that freakin' opportunity!!!

Saturday, August 13, 2005

a week

we have absolutely one more week to celebrate our boring vacation. our school starts next saturday... i guess... oh well! here we go again. same old stories from school... those nasty homeworks, brain-twisting tests, freaky recitations, and horror exams. but anyway, i really miss going to school and i am so glaad it would start. but there are still many issues about the hig school department. i really have no idea if it's fixed or what. but anyway... i'm still so excited to go to school.

for the first time in history... i slept for about thirteen hours. hehehe. i got so tired helping my mom fix stuffs in the house. and right now... im still sleepy... huhuhu...

let us see... quite a month, i am really so active in yahoo groups. i just find it fun. you get the chance to meet new friends and discuss matters and subjects that interests your personality.
anyway, maybe i will be posting some messages for my long lost friends and my just found friends. so just wait and read those messages...

Friday, August 05, 2005

railway to my life

yey! atlast... a new layout... nothin to blog... just like to say welcome back to Earl Abril... and Roy... did you arrive here already???....

enjoy your stay...

Monday, August 01, 2005

friendship night

we had a great picnic yesterday at the beach. eleven of us gathered together and had a great time spending with each other. once again we bonded together after two months. we had the chance to talk to one another. we had some fun taking pictures. in the left side of our picnic place, there was this birthday celebration. it says "HAPPY BIRTHDAY CITY"... hehehe. not the actual abu dhabi city but a girl named CITY. hehehe. some of the barkada swam in the beach water while others just watched and talked. anyway, some of them who i didn't see for a long time changed. changed as in physical appearance not in their attitude. this picnic still had the mixed emotions. there were times when some of my friends cried and we do need to comfort them. there were times of understanding. after the beach, we went straight to MARINA MALL. refreshed ourselves and off we walked around the mall. picture taking with a rugrat character mascot. hehehe. me and raisa were searching for a school bag. nineteen days left before school. i can't wait anymore. thanks for the night guys.... raisa, uvelle, janyn, darell, owais, jeb, marvin, sadek, karl, and ryan...

this is the only thing i realized yesterday... some of us have different worlds. but even though our world is different we still stay strong and we still hold on to each other. my friends are my second family. friendship can never be perfect but can always stay strong as long as there is love and trust in each and everyone's heart. my friends mean so much to me that i don't want to leave them anymore but we all know that time will come in which we have to live separate lives but even though we will be far from each other, our hearts will remain near because it built a strong foundation of love and trust that will empower us to unite all our feelings and emotions...

this is a message to all my friends... raisa, janyn, uvelle, ludiella, lavinia, darell, sadek, owais, roy, jeb, marvin, karl, ryan, joemar, paolo, marvene, thomas, earl... including other friends who are also a part of my life...

too heavy...

i am

the layout

    Welcome to my web page. Anything written here is what i want to shout out to the world. So hang on as you ride the journey of my life. Credits to Janyn for searching, editing and publishing the layout.

quotes

    "forgiveness is more than saying sorry... to forgive is divine"
    -Samantha "JUST FRIENDS"

    "hug them, kiss them, and tell them that you love them... don't miss the chances that life is giving you to spend with the people you love"
    -Adam Sandler "CLICK"

    "The sun is sure to shine for you and me for everyone so don't be sad it's just the start of a new begining in your life."
    - HALE's "Blue Sky"

    "On ne voit biedn qu'avec le couer. L'essentiel est invisible pour les yeux." (One can only see clearly with the heart. What is essential is invisible to the eye)
    -Le Petit Prince (The Small Prince)

statistics

    blog birthday
    November 4, 2004

    origin
    Freewebs

    COUNTER

calendar

  • dec25 merry christmas! :)



tag!


archive

  • February 2007
  • January 2007
  • December 2006
  • November 2006
  • October 2006
  • September 2006
  • August 2006
  • July 2006
  • June 2006
  • May 2006
  • April 2006
  • March 2006
  • February 2006
  • January 2006
  • December 2005
  • October 2005
  • September 2005
  • August 2005
  • July 2005
  • June 2005
  • May 2005
  • April 2005